Meditations and Inherent Risks Involved

 

    As someone who was already skilled with remote viewing, or as I was informed by the beings I was in contact with was actually consciousness sharing, I was extremely interested in the arts of mediation and I quickly realized the benefits of a peaceful meditation where I could delve deep into myself and simply observe the quiet space between space and time and simply relax the stresses of life away. 

    I had learned much in the many sessions I had done over the space of a couple of years and I practiced the art of clearing and surrounding myself with light to make sure I was adequately protected from negative influences as I had been taught by the many sources I had encountered during my quest for understanding and knowledge. 

    I thought I was adequately protected and I had many sessions where I would drift deep within myself and simply relax at a tropical location which was very similar to this one.

    

    I would sit in a chair in the tropical sun, feeling the sun on my face with the water lapping at my feet, relaxing and just letting time unwind. I would always come out of these meditations feeling relaxed and in tune with my inner self. I had developed a great relationship with this space knowing I was safe in this location and knowing it was a place where I could let my guard down. It went this way this way for months before something happened that startled me and caught me way off guard. I was introduced to a malevolent being by someone who popped in from nowhere. How this happened, and why, I still don't know. It changed my life forever though and to this day I still carry the scars, as well as a totally different view of life. The being I was introduced to looked very similar to this, which I have tried to replicate to the best of my limited abilities.

Spiderwoman

    

    Needless to say I was stunned! I couldn't understand how something could invade my safe space I had created and surrounded with light and loving energy! Yet here was not only a strange man, but this creature I called spider woman. She reassured me everything was ok and after questioning myself I rationalized it must be alright they were here simply because of all the precautions I had taken for the meditation process. So I decided I could trust her. Very bad mistake!

    She ended up taking me places I never in a million years would have guessed existed and did things to me, unknowingly, that I did not understand could be done to a human soul.

    In the end, it was all about taking my energy and using it as she saw fit. As a being of light she saw and recognized me and simply took advantage of who I was for her own benefit. 

    It took a year and several meetings with some very skilled shamans to recover from this event and finally regain my sanity, in a very real sense. In the end, my mind and soul were finally cleared to the point I could hear my thoughts bouncing around in my head and the silence of self was so defining I really did not know if I was going to go clinically insane. After a period of two weeks I felt as if I was going to regain my sanity and a few more days after that I bounced back into my head, like it had been reset, to a period of time twenty years prior where I could not define the current date in time.

    Bottom line, if someone tells you meditation is one hundred percent safe and foolproof, I would tell you be careful. Be wary of events that seem unusual or out of place. And be especially wary of individuals or creatures you may encounter and always take your shaman animal with you. They can alert you to situations that you may wish to stay out of. I wish I would have heeded that warning years ago. Sometimes things are just meant to be. Lesson learned. I still meditate today. It is still good for the soul if done with awareness. However, there are some things I don't do anymore. This experience has changed me forever and touched me physically with scars.

Learning experiences are not always fair or what we think they should be. But you can still learn with gratitude.

SHABALLA the ancient ones

PLEIADES STAR CLUSTER

A single word

It can take a lifetime to understand the meaning of a single word...what is the word you are seeking to understand?

The Battle Within

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     A young boy was once sitting on the river bank with his grandfather when he noticed two wolves playing in the meadow not too far away. One was black with white patches. The other was white with black patches.
     Spellbound, the young boy watched in fascination as the wolves frolicked. Sometimes, the black wolf with white patches  would prevail and pin the white wolf to the ground. Other times,  the white wolf with black patches would prevail and momentarily stand over the black wolf as it struggled to rise from the ground. As they played and struggled for dominance, the grandfather sat and watched his grandson in silence. 
     "Life is a lot like those two wolves in play," he spoke out as he pointed in the general direction of the wolves across the meadow.
     "What do you mean, grandfather?" Asked the child as he turned his gaze from across the meadow and faced his grandfather.
     "We each struggle to feed the wolves inside of us," he responded as he stared straight across the meadow. "One of them is dark, like the black wolf. The other one is light, like the white wolf. Each one seeks to overpower the other. To them, life is just a game."
     "Which one will win, grandfather?" Asked the child in curiosity.
     "Whichever one you feed," he responded quietly.

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Past Life Regression

Past Life Regression can be an effective tool in overcoming many situations where you are feeling stuck and out of sorts.

For instance, do you ever get the urge your life is set in a repeating pattern and things are just one re-occurring cycle? Feel like you are trapped inside a situation where you can't seem to find your way out and no amount of hard work on your part is seeming to get the results in life you are looking for? You are not alone!

Being stuck in a continual loop is frustrating at best, and can be devastating to deal with. It wastes valuable life time having to deal with the same issues in various forms over and over again, especially when you feel like you should have learned the valuable lesson the last time around.

In many instances, Past Life Regression can be a valuable tool in overcoming those devastating highs and lows and can allow you to function at the level of prosperity God meant for you to have in your life.

How does Past Life Regression work? You don't have to believe in Regression for this Therapy to work. Simply allowing the healing process to go forward and recognizing the link in the debilitating behaviors associated with your actions is enough.

It works like this, Past Life Regression allows you to link yourself to patterns you have in your life which are carried over from mistakes you have made in past existences. By searching back into the time those patterns existed, they can be recognized and released, breaking the cycle that has been created in the current life. Even if you do not believe in the process, Past Life Regression acts very powerfully in helping the mind understand why you carry those debilitating behaviors with you in the first place.