TIMMY

 

    On my Facebook page I had mentioned how much of a Virgo I was. By definition a Virgo is anal about crucifying themselves over anything and everything. We hold on to things that no one ever remembers and it all goes down in the hall of time as "whatever dude". Sometimes the stuff you crucify yourself with is like, hey, remember back in 88 when you cut the guy off in traffic and yelled at him? Yea, you shouldn't have done that. Now feel bad about yourself for the rest of your life and bring it up for no particular reason and dwell on it for a week. Not to mention the real stuff you did as a human you can never forgive yourself for. That makes up a Virgo big time! Crucify! Crucify! Crucify!

    Which brings me back to Timmy. He is the special needs student I mentioned who I was teasing, along with a group of others, back in sixth grade. So here is my claim at redemption. Back in the day, I'm talking almost fifty years ago, we actually had a class named the 'special needs' class. That is what it was called. It was designed for students who needed the extra help for one reason or another. It was a small farming community so there was no sensitivity about situations such as this like there are now. So they just called the class 'special needs'. Timmy was part of that class. There was nothing physically wrong with Timmy. His IQ was lower and he just needed some help to catch up with the rest of the class. So he went to the special needs class. (I don't condone the name. The times were what they were).

    Timmy had a home life that was rough. His home, if that is what you call it, was nestled in the foothills of the canyon off by itself. The house looked more like a small barn that had been patched together so people could live in it. It would have fit right in with an Appalachian home located deep within the woods somewhere back east. The house was rough and there were plenty of siblings living there. His dad worked at the local steel mill at the time and he did his best. But Timmy was a middle child, which meant he got the hand me down clothes, and was, even at his young age, always out wandering around someplace, sometimes overnight. He kind of got lost in the shuffle.

    One day at school a group of us saw Timmy walking down the hall. Someone walked up to Timmy and said watch this, I'm gonna have Timmy hit me. There was no name calling. No one was making fun of how he walked, talked, looked, etc... It was just hit me Timmy, which was bad enough mind you and I am not making excuses for the behavior. And then Timmy lined up to hit him in the shoulder. 

    Someone forget to tell Timmy how to fight in spite of having a few brothers around the house. I have never seen anything like how Timmy hit him. You didn't mess with his brothers. Everyone knew you left them alone. But Timmy, that was different. It was like he was trying to swat a fly with his closed fist. That set it off. Everyone lined up and begged Timmy to hit them and then they would break down laughing. At first Timmy thought it was funny and laughed with them. All fun and games, right? Not really.

    So in my infinite wisdom I decided I needed to line up and have Timmy hit me in the shoulder as well. At this time I could feel, not see, but feel with the empathic side of me, how frustrated Timmy was getting but I didn't care. Timmy needed to hit me. He got to me and I waited for him to hit me. At that point something clicked inside of Timmy. And yea, it was deserved. Timmy lined up and suddenly changed his stance and I could sense something had changed. It was like, you should have thought this out, dude! Timmy lined up from somewhere deep down south of the border and let me have it. I was going to be different. He plum knocked me into the middle of next week with a punch that left my arm sore for a few days! It wasn't the punch in the arm though, rather it was the frustration I felt from him that made me aware, years later, that I was not the same as everyone else and I needed to respect that. He went back to his regular punch with everyone else. Everyone looked at me like, 'Damn Don! What did you do?'

    Over the next couple of days I made up my mind I was going to apologize to Timmy. I really felt bad about the way I acted and realized he didn't deserve to be treated like that. The problem is, Timmy wasn't always able to make it to school so I never knew when I would see him again. As it turns out a week goes by, than another week, and Timmy never shows back up to school.

    A month later I ran into Timmy's brother and ask him about Timmy. He tells me Timmy had died in an automobile/pedestrian accident. He was the pedestrian. This may sound like I made it up but it is true, he was hit by a car so hard it left his shoes, which were never tied, in the road where he was hit. So teasing the special needs kid, bad anyway you think about it. Some things you can never take back. Yea, that hounds me to this day. Along with a million other Virgo things. 

   

                     

 

 

Energetics of Time and Space

 

    So I was contacted a few years by a friend who lives overseas in Israel and she was curious as to if I was noticing a strange energy happening around the planet. I asked her what it was exactly she was feeling and after she described her emotional output around this feeling I decided to take a look to see what it was that may be affecting her in the way she described to me. 

    As I settled in to my meditation I immediately noticed a strange honeycomb grid surrounding the planet. Some spots of it looked as if it were lighting up, or rather trying to light up, and it was connected to the planet through lay lines in certain places on the planet. It reminded me of a neon light bulb that is struggling to come to life as the gas inside slowly comes to life.

    It looked very much like this grid image I found but if you could imagine this grid surrounding the planet with small portions of it lit up from the lay lines it was connected to on the planet:

    

    

So as I contemplated what was happening while in my meditative state it came to me on what was going on. What was happening to the planet and why this was happening. It was really beautiful by the way. A deep neon blue light came from the parts that were lighting up and faded away to the color very similar to what is in the picture.

    It has to do with space and time. Where the planet, and the solar system as well, is in conjunction with the Milky Way galaxy and it's position in space.

    The Earth is traveling around the Sun at around 67,000 MPH. And the solar system we reside in travels around the center of the Milky Way galaxy at around 490,000 MPH. Still yet, the Milky Way galaxy is traveling through the universe at 1.3 million MPH. This does affect our perception of time and reality and humans relation to the selves, but that is another topic altogether.

    As the solar system travels through space there are energetic pockets, for lack of a better term, all over the place. Places where other planets and galaxies have been. Places where entire systems have been created and destroyed. Places where energetic prints have lingered. So as the planet we live on travels though space it encounters energetic voids or energetic pressures that affect the energy of the planet, as a living being. This acts in various ways both positive and negative, toward the planet, and the individuals on the planet.

    From what I have come to understand the Earth is emerging through an energetic void which has acted like a pressure cooker on the planet. Compressing the energy of the planet itself so the energy has become heavy, for lack of a better term. That makes it much tougher to manifest what we would like to have in our lives as the energy to manifest our intentions takes much more effort or concentration. I have had a couple of opportunities to travel to what I refer to as the "Heaven" realm and I wondered why it was so easy for someone in that realm to manifest what it was they desired. Perhaps this is why? They simply do not have to concentrate as hard to get it? 

    So as planet Earth slowly emerges from this physical void in space the pressure cooker affect is slowly starting to dissipate and as it is the lay lines around the planet are becoming more active and are attempting to resurrect the energetic honeycomb grid surrounding the planet which will eventually lead to a much better energy on planet Earth, and the solar system in general. But it will take time.

    I have had people say yea, but what about the hundred monkey effect? Humans can just simply elevate themselves through the power of love and intention when there is enough intent, can't they? I would love to think so and I would love for that intent to be enough to change the planet. But it can't happen. The Earth is what is affecting humanity as a mass of consciousness much more then the beings on the planet are affecting the planet itself. And here is why I say that.

    The energy of the planet is like a scale. It seeks homeostasis at all times based upon the current state of its place in time and space. Like a scale, if the energy of the planet and those beings on the planet tilt the energy too far one way and the planet approaches the hundred monkey syndrome the planet itself will adjust. It compensates for being out of balance with its position in space and time, where it sits energetically in the universe, and the scales find a way to adjust. It is the yin and the yang. It will always find center for balance. This homeostasis effect is a result of the Earths position in space and time. It is a physical phenomenon which affects its spiritual well being in time.

    The good news is the planet is moving into a lighter area of space. It is a physical event that is happening. But it isn't going to be a sudden momentous event. An aaah haaw event that just suddenly happens. It's more then likely going to take a number of years. Maybe generations? Before the energy of the planet gets to a space that will allow the beings on the planet to get to that "Spiritual Happy Place" they deserve. But don't stop trying! Be spiritual happy people anyway! It doesn't matter!